Just read this and am so excited! Michael Moore is returning to the screen, this time with a look at our fantastic health care industry here in America.
On a related health note, several people have written to inquire about how my new medication is working, so I think it’s time for a report:
First things first - I’ve gotten used to stabbing myself in the thigh with a needle! The first few times I did it were a little traumatizing. I’d pump myself up to put the needle in, do it fairly easily, and then think “holy shit, I just stuck a needle in my thigh” and start freaking out. Then my hand would begin shaking which made it difficult to inject the medication. Now, a few weeks later, I’m much less dramatic about it. Also, I have an Enbrel buddy system! My sister, who now lives with us, is on the same medication. Last week, we sat down together and ate popsicles while we administered our weekly dosage. The Betrothed says, “It’s like goddamn Trainspotting around here.”
So is it working? Well, it’s definitely doing something. After what I put my body through on the Ireland trip (15 hours on planes, not enough sleep, all day on my feet - stomping around on 500 year old stone floors), I really should have felt like crap. But, I didn’t. Instead, I maintained my standard level of feeling mildly uncomfortable.
Since then, I’ve gradually started to improve. Swelling has diminished to the point where I can frequently see the outline of the bone structure in my hands (this is big!), and my ankles are visible as such. I’m noticably less tired, and feeling less stiffness joint pain. It’s helping, but I still have a ways to go before I feel more like my pre-RA self. Of course, part of what I need to continue to work on is accepting that I will never feel exactly like my pre-RA self…
My rheumatologist said it could take anywhere from one to eight weeks for this to really kick in - and I’ve heard stories of it taking even longer. So I’m trying to focus on the positive changes so far, and be patient. In the meantime, my sister has me on an incredibly healthy meal plan, a course of supplements so extensive it required a chart, and an exercise regime that is nothing short of cruel. I have no doubt her (attentive, loving) bossiness is having a positive impact, as well.
So basically I’ve spent the last year feeling like I was trapped in the body of an 80-year-old woman. And now I’m feeling more like a 55-year-old woman. And as soon as I get back to 35 you will DEFINITELY hear about it.